son reales los sentimientos que se contradicen con el tiempo?

Necesito reconciliarme conmigo misma

Estoy triste

Dejaré de soñar que la cosas sean como quiera

Aunque no creo que eso mejore las cosas

Me gustaria volver a un punto donde era seguramente feliz, pero no puedo recordar

Por  que un amor violento nos deslumbro, un amor violento nos fulmino 

Paramore - In the Mourning/Landslide (Fueled By Ramen 15th Anniversary Concert Live) (by hayleah09)

You escape like a runaway train
Off the tracks and down again
And my heart’s beating like a steam boat tugging
All your burdens on my shoulders

In the mourning, I’ll rise
In the mourning, I’ll let you die
In the mourning
All my worry

And now there’s nothing, but time that’s wasted
And words that have no backbone
And now it seems like the whole world’s waiting
Can you hear the echoes fading?

In the mourning, I’ll rise
In the mourning, I’ll let you die
In the mourning
All my sorry’s

And it takes all my strength
Not to dig you up from the ground in which you lay
The biggest part of me, you were the greatest thing
And now you’re just a memory to let go of

In the mourning, I’ll rise
In the mourning, I’ll let you die
In the mourning
All my sorry’s

In the mourning, I’ll rise
In the mourning, I’ll let you die
In the mourning
All my sorrys’s

Well, I’ve been afraid of changin’
Cause I’ve built my life around you
But time makes is bolder, children get older
I’m getting older too

So take this love and take it down
Oh, I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills
And the landslide brought me down
And the landslide brought me down

So in the mourning, I’ll rise
In the mourning, I’ll let you die
In the mourning
All my sorry’s

Bajo todo punto de vista, triste